December 2008
14 posts
"I've gone for too long living like I'm not...
ravecarp:
“…So I’m gonna start over tonight, beginning with you and I. When this memory fades, I’m gonna make sure it’s replaced With chances taken, hope embraced, and I have I told you…
That I’m not going, ‘cause I’ve been waiting for a miracle And I’m not leaving, I won’t let you, let you give up on a miracle When it might save you.
We’ve learned to run from, anything uncomfortable We’ve...
Merry Christmas
and a happy new year.
yeah.. definitely lacking originality. Oh well, happy holidays.
Monday.
eh.. it’s Monday. only four days and one and a half periods until christmas break. that is a nice thought to dwell on. next hour will be long though. it drones on.. and on.. and on. I feel bad b/c, like, the teacher’s nice.. and it can be really interesting. but I fall asleep sometimes. lol.
well, as far as life in general I’m doing okay. Jessica & Bekah are back safely,...
Bipolar - Part 3
Well, that whole deal w/ the people on the floor seats, pardon, the dress circle seats, got me in kind of a bad mood again. But I’m over that now. I’m still uber excited about seeing Wicked!!!! I’ve been wanting to see it for, like, ever!! And I thought it was going to leave but I’m super glad they extended it b/c I really wanna see it. And now that I have people to sit...
Bipolar - Part 2
So, I found out this morning right.. that “she” that I was talking about in the last post that can somehow afford floor seats to Wicked.. I found out she’s actually sitting in the dress circle. And his wife is going with her. which, in and of itself I don’t mind I guess. I mean, forgiveness is a good thing.. and if she wants to take it to that extent that’s her...
bipolar
I feel, like, super bipolar these days. Like, one minute I’m happy again. Like on Sunday, and partly yesterday, I was actually happy to be in church. It felt really good to be like that again. And then sometimes when I’m hanging out with Charlie and everything’s just good. And during the good times, I don’t care about that anymore. And then, like the other part of...
hello world
Well.. I really don’t know why I’m posting. I have nothing to say. I’m just on here b/c it’s the only site not blocked.. lol. well, since I have nothing of importance to note, I guess I will be going. I just wanted to wish you all a very fond hello and say have a nice day. So, have a nice day!!!!!
Now that's what I call music - vol. 9,204.
so, I was going through Raven’s purse, right? Because I hold it for her during 4th hr b/c her 4th hr teacher would take it away being too big. So anyway.. I’m going through her purse, right? And I find a CD, or at least a case to a CD, which any person would assume would actually have the CD in it, but anyway.. so I’m looking at the CD case (I couldn’t listen to it b/c the...
so freaking tired
ugh.. I am so tired. I have my US History presentation due tomorrow. which is the only reason I am awake and on here. blah.. I feel like complete and utter crap. C-R-A-P. crap crap crap.
I need a reason to stay awake. My powerpoint is not holding my attention. Maybe I’ll relax some now. If I wait till after church to do it though, I’ll probably be up late. Now is really the best time....
thought question
Could Rahab have successfully hidden the spies without lying? Do we ever have to “lie” to “hide ths spies”? How does God feel about this?
If you don’t know the story of Rahab, the question probably makes no sense. But Rahab was a woman in the Bible. If you wanna know her story, I can’t remember where it’s found exactly at the moment, but you can just ask...
not really feeling better
yeah, I know I said two blogs ago I was feeling better. I’m not. It wasn’t a lie then, but crap just keeps on happening that sends me right back down again.
It’s like divorce. When two people have been together for any amount of time, each of them has part of their life built on that. Then, when they go their separate ways, the foudation on which they have built their life since...
at school
So I’m still at school and I’ll be here until like after 6. yeah, once I leave.. it will be dark outside. On the bright side, there’s one good thing about not doing the play this time. drama is here until 9. So I guess there is always a silver lining. But yeah, my daylight hours are pretty much gone. sigh..
My teacher should be back pretty soon, hopefully. She went to the...
“Most of the shadows of this life are caused by our standing in our own sunshine”
– Ralph Waldo Emerson
sigh
none of us ever imagined how much your actions would affect everything else. everything. here we’ve been, unable to eat, losing sleep at night. you are just one aspect of our lives. and yet the effect of your actions has spilled over into our entire lives.
but what’s kind of funny: our families are damaged, strained because of this. a wedge is placed between couples who disagree. a...